So this saturday will be the one year aniversary of my dads passing.
No doubt it will be a very emotional time.

I am in the process of making a "collage" *sp* dedicated to the Life of my father.

With fathers day coming up i urge everyone to bring peace with their fathers if it is needed and show them love.

You never know when the relationship will truly end and having regrets is a heart renching feeling.

Well, i ha dmy op about 4 weeks ago..and things went well. all the cancer was removed and a few other things taken care of. However now there are some complications. I am going to the specialist again tomorrow and i may have to have another operation

Im still waiting to get another camera.. Itr sucks not having one. i can use my mums, but it really really sucks.

The 1st aniversary for my dads death is coming up and its all a tad too emotional, so expect some poems to come forth...

I hope veryone is doing well and my love goes out to everyone reading this.

And a special Hug for Kaia, I hope everything goes alright hun

Well Im finally going into hospital on thursday fo rmy op! And i can't bloody wait.

Its weird being excited for an operation howeverits been a long time coming! I will probably be online a lot as of next week as i wont be anle to do anything so be sure to say hi!!!

Send me emails! I never get any emails I miss emailing people, I blame MSN

So im home, sick bored so i loggedonto myspace and found this little survey thingo which i am about to fill out... wish me luck...


Appearance

[x] I have more than 1 scar.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I have/had more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parent/s.
[x] I've run away from home
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[? Im adopted, anything is possible] My biological parents are not together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


School/Work

[ ] I'm in school.
[ ] In the summer I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've gotten a perfect attendance award.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last year.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job.
[x] I've been fired.


Embarrassment

[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.


Health

[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I've had a surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling

[x] I've ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to the Eiffel Tower.
[ ] I've been to South America


Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[Not yet! And if you want to help put send me a note or leave a comment and i can tell you how! ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've been in a car crash.
[x - Water ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x Stage show and movie]I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


Random
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that don't rhyme.
[x] I sing in the shower
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a sports fanatic.
[x] I love/like being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] My favorite color is either white, purple, yellow, green, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] i am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x]I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x ] ive not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I cant sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[xxxxxx] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I forget people's names.
[x] I've called people some other name.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] My answers are totally honest

Woot.. that was sooo hard (please note the sarcasm) Now that i have done that, i am still bored I enjoy little srvey thingos

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So On the net there are many people who make clothes! I think it is awesome, I have so many ideas on items i would like ot make but i have no idea how to go about doing it, so i continuosly look at other peoples stuff

here are a couple of people who i think you should all check out their stuff.





Clubs N Stuff.. not many i know




I want to steal peoples stock so let me know if you dont mind.. Obviously i will link you!
Has a great stock collection! which can be found Check it out and be sure to link and note her of your work!

if there anyone who wants to attempt to create some of my "designs" let me know and ill try to get them up on the computer!

So i no longer have a camera... but yet i suddenyl have time.. Oh teh boredom of waiting for major surgery..

So anyway i finally got my ass into gear and installed a few programs on my computer to do some stuff. i've been doing a bit of dabbeling but it has been YEARS since i have used nay of it and i can't remeber what the hell i am doing. i got Illustrator CS2 and My god.. i swear you need a degree in it to use it.. I am just way too dumb.. i couldnt even draw a couple of lines.

It's goingto take me a while to get things in order.
Lately I have just been making a few Recruitment posters for SES and thats about it.
I need to start rading peoples stock for some pictures

I attempted to do some drawings which totally backfired as my hand work is just poo. For someone who is nearly 25 i would be a GREAT kindy teacher

Ive also decided that i need people on my MSN list who will actually talk. I'm going to be spending a whole bunch of time at the damn comp and i will need company

:sigh: Its oh so sad


something completly off topic.. my grandpa died on friday..

Clubs N Stuff.. not many i know




I want to steal peoples stock so let me know if you dont mind.. Obviously i will link you!